Happy Chinese New Year!! Happy Valentine Day!!

This few day no go anywhere. At home puts on the wig casual take 1 photo. Look old! hahax...

Not joyful love

My brains are very chaotic now, I feel in one's heart thought that is very laborious ...Many people are called me to bids good-bye with my bf, but i cant do it! because i don't want injures him. He is a nice guy, he is good in him does not smoke, very little drinks, does not take drugs, will be very few and other feminine friend contacts also has him not to deceive me.He will not be good in him will scold me, not gentleman, some things little do not haggle over with me. He lets me feel that he not very loves me, does not care about me，cannot obtain the security sense on his...I think me very selfishly, if I bid good-bye with him, because I very much want the freedom now, the unmarried life, I can cross very much like this joyfully! But I do not want to more joyful injure him because of me.This question really lets me think bothersomely，i dont know what should i do now? it is i need give he my joyful? but if he don't change his bad behavior to me, then i can also the sad pain. Do not injure him. But has actually put itself, how should I manage?

My new record! XD

Tis picture is 1 nice friend edit for me. I thing very nice he edit. I Like It! Thank ^^




1st time only uses 15 minutes to finish make-up.hahax...At morning, i go penang until 6.45pm reach a/s. After bath, i just use 15 minutes to make up, because 7.30pm i want go Wedding ceremony.I did not know that I can be such quick can finish make up.The such short time completes，not bad too my make up. kekeke....

24 dec night.....

haiz...very sad! Got two friend said my picture look very ugly T.T
Is it really look ugly??




When 6.30pm i prepared to go out，i wait my bfriend until 8.30pm. Before waiting he coming, i take several picture, hehe...After that,he fetch me go eat seafood.Before 11pm, he already back home. no any people accompany me crosses the Christmas day，have a little bit sad! Luckily ,still have one nice friend accompany me over 12o'clock,he lets me change back happily...thank my friend^^

MERRY CHRISTMAS! ^^

I no take too much pic at thr...Hoped that everybody may obtain the Christmas present which you like. HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS ^^




20 dec at Sungai Wang, me, mivon and see wait 桃花小妹 d boy actor until 5.30pm. they all look handsome. haha...


At sat, 19 dec i go genting v my fren ah see. we go thr to intreview genting work. but i forget bring pmr sijil, so cant interview,very disappointed！after tat we go shopping at thr until 6pm just back KL.



We at ONE UTAMA eat Chocolate affaire, i like it! Very delicious！
The pretty stage at one u,has Christmas day's atmosphere very much...




Christmas day's arrangement at Time Square,is it pretty?
i take picture with mivon and see in there.hehe...

Boring day! alone at home, no any friend invite me out.some body help me pls!!
when morning 10.30am touch my pc until nw,already dont know want do anything now.
still have 1 exam subject(BC) at this monday.my mum call me reading bc at morning, but i don't, i don like bc, so i don wan read it,haha...
tis few day i awaz think abt fren only.Is it friend uses each other???
i felt some fren think i not using value so they no find me again. not just me felt it, my parent and some freind also say like this.
why they can be like this?? before so happy when go out with they, they treat me very nice,anything chat and anything also said,between the friend has not been able to tell secret,so happy be together. why suddenly they became like tis? i sure have some people spoke my malicious remarks behind me.have other fren call me don think too much nw, but i cant do it! Now, i hoped we might return likely before such friendship and day. but i don knw hw 2 do it, have some body teach me??

friendship~

Tis few day i felt my heart very pain...
like got rock press my heart, i felt hardship, all night i cant sleep.
erm...maybe i think too much, but i cant stop thinking it.
when some unhappy thing happen to me, i cant keep inside my heart no telling any people, i need my friend participate with me and give me some comment.
but sometime i cant find any friend at my hp contact there
because i no have any best friend can participate with me...
so, i choose write my blog, hope you all can give me comment and help me to settle my unhapy thing...